Laydee in Pink

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19. Located in Sydney . Student . Australian / Chinese

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Monday, April 10, 2006

Having to speak to several past students and academic staffs wwithin the last 24 hours, I have realised that things wern't all as easy as 1,2,3.
The stress is all hitting me at once, now that theres only a few short weeks left, I think its time for us all to get our heads straight about things and get a move on it (maybe thats just me).
As much as I should be celebrating the end-of-semester feeling, I'm not. I'm very calm, which is rather scary as that tend to lead to alot of crazy actions near the end of the semester.

I'd love to do things before hand rather than leaving everything to the last minute but I'm just not that type of person!
Ever since I was a little kid, I'd be the one that everyone ran away from when it was their turn to feed me food. My mother could never handle me, I would have my bowl of food in front of me and i would not touch it nor eat but rather play with my food until it got cold, then my mother would have to reheat it for me over and over again. I must admit - I was a pain in the ass. It got to the stage where my grand mother would carry me up and down the street, entertain me in a form or another for me to take a bite of my food.
Although now I eat my food. The habit of me not doing my work before hand, is still a issue that i need to adjust.
I was like that in primary school, but i remember those days things were possible to accomplish even if I left it to the end. Then once I stepped into the gate of my High School, I told myself that things must be changed and that I needed to get things done preferbly 1 week before the due date, which will enable me to put the final touches within the week of the due date, but I guess I was deluding myself, as that didn't happen.
Now that I'm in my final stage of this diploma course and I still can't manage to prioritize my studies. I get distracted way too much. I think i need to place myself in a room where I have access to nothing, well near nothing anyway.
I remember back in year 11 when i had to read Utopia by Thomas Moore, I went inside my father's study - closed all doors and switched off my phone, and surprisinly I managed to finish it within just few hours. And whats funny is that, i was so driven into the book that I felt like I was one of the characters! And to this day, it still surprises me as I was never really a book person unless it was a great book or one that interested me.

Oh this blogging is addictive, I think i should stop blabbing now and get back to my studies of Uncle Sam (which i was doing only 10 min ago!) See I told you I got distracted fast.

Dee [ 11:28 PM ]

Dee said...: Oh thanks :D that made my day.. ahaha and all my friends who does exactly the same; 11:40 PM